coming clean

[ineffabelle]

revenge is not justice
(never, never from the hand of the wronged!)
and favor is not mercy
(don't put yourself on a pedestal)
gifts are not compassionate
(fill bellies and empty minds)
and power is not strength
(ironman stands on the funeral mound)
the only way to release your resentment
(yeah, move on move on)
is to get rid of gratitude as well
(all of life's a boon)
everyone does what they think is best
(and that's what's arguable)
and no true obligations can be imposed
from without.
(here's looking at you, scrawny "aristoi")

to say something,
you must make it audible
(not everyone speaks the same language, between the lines)
to get something,
you must ask for it
(even if you only ask yourself)

Comments

[xpaerimtlslaekv.livejournal.com]

" is to get rid of gratitude" as well...

("All life's a boon"), is better for that palestian girl who pleaded with the soldier not to kill her mother, and the soldier did so anyway certainty ....deserved to cry,


you do not always deserve what you get, the universe is random and probabilities.....

And I have a new programming job conming, and I am getting to New York, then I will be creating externally what I deserve, bnut in my dethreaded state, everything must be perfect, or it does not feel as lov to others, and I do not feel their lov... and I akm lost in energy, but I puddle, pitsy scuttle tuttle luttle along,

tinkli, tinkli tink!.. tnk tink... lov, always..however deconstructed, and however, whatever it takes to feel anicipaetion from the invisibles around me, who are so linked with my energy, It is not just me making these decisions.....
It is their mirrors which want to be excited by my evolving at the level, I was and am capable, just as much, any slight deviation for a second,l and they move away[or close up], and I must reincite the 'laenergi...energi...

which I can do...but it is a tini thread... tiddli lee..

[ineffabelle]

yeah I rethought that line... I'm still not totally satisfied with it...

but all is well here, and I'm holding onto the thread.

[xpaerimtlslaekv.livejournal.com]

"gifts are not compassionate...."

yes.....


But selfishly I lov giving the perfect evolving gift...as a statement to myself, and do lov to introduce perfect mirrors to one another or creative atmospheres to watch the beauty of the beings I am in lov with in lov with..

But yes,
completely....

Excellent post...

[xpaerimtlslaekv.livejournal.com]

yes....lov.....

All is going to be well here, too....

I'm puddling tuttling it, deedili dee, but I'll be threading again soon...

[xpaerimtlslaekv.livejournal.com]

but the line to get rid of gratitude as well and move on, evolving is the best I have seen in a long time...

The entire piece is great..

[scottopic.livejournal.com]

edicts, guideposts, something more or less?