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There are a lot of things that I've had to come to terms with this year, hopes crushed, situations that other people would find untenable, I have to accept as my lot in life for the time being...
I was really looking forward to 2007 being a good, breakout year for me, and in the beginning it seemed like that would happen, but as time goes by and I'm stuck in this quotidian, hellish existence, it's starting to feel like I'm not going to get much that I hoped for.
You all don't realize how grim and unpleasant my normal life is because I keep myself cheerful and optimistic.
And really, that's fine. I don't need to be Eeyore. But it sometimes feels good to express some of this sadness, even though I have little hope left that it will do me or anyone else any good to do so.

I'm trapped in the same old problem I've had for a decade or so now, and every year makes it worse. Only now, I've got all these burdens that I had compartmentalized away for so long that I need to deal with or ... or well, things will become acutely, instead of chronically bad, and let's leave it at that.

LJ is my egregore

sometimes it is useful and helpful to let people know how you really feel even if it's not "positive"

as with all things, use sparingly for best effect

thank you from deep in my heart, everyone.

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